Anticipation

I am feeling anticipation.  Every time the phone rings my heart starts to race.  Every time I hear a text come on my cell phone I start breathing faster.  Even looking at me email in-box I feel anticipation about this grandchild who isn't even due for 3 weeks yet.  Yesterday I felt anticipation opening the mailbox and I'm pretty sure I won't find out about the baby via snail mail.  I'm going to have to coach myself to relax a little bit because I don't think I can take 3 weeks of this feeling.